Wild & scary few days. Wound up in the ER, had a "seizure" (maybe? Still tbd.) It felt like i was a tiny me, who was piloting a giant me robot. The robot short circuited, so all i could do was watch from the screens behind the eyes. No one could hear me yelling the answers to their questions, or trying to obey commands, or not pull on wires & tubes when the lights would suddenly flash on and off with no rhythm or pattern. Totally surreal. It happened after i reached up and back for something, i tilted my neck back and felt a pop! crack. fizzzzzzz. Like i was cracking the tab on a fresh seltzer. Something in my spine is being compressed and signals aren't moving right.
So, i'm sleeping a lot. Can't stand very long, everything feels cold & stabby or burning & stabby or aching & stabby. When it doesn't hurt as much, it's all nausea and vertigo.
For now it's just on couch & upright, or on couch & flat.
Might as well paint.
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